Wow

I can’t believe it’s been so long since I’ve written. Is that a symptom of some sort of unrest? I’ve felt pretty upbeat the past month or so. I think I’m finally starting to feel comfortable in Eugene, comfortable as a student, as a single woman, as a person. I feel a strong sense of autonomy. I’ve spent the past week and a half in my room. I’m beginning to feel antsy and like I need to get out of my house for a few days. I think I’ll get drunk tomorrow and then spend the rest of the weekend studying and writing. It’s finally started. I’m beginning to get the fear.