I don’t feel well. I just want to leave school and go back home. I don’t want to be here anymore. I don’t want to use my brain anymore. I want to lead a simple life of work and play. Maybe this means that I am not virtuous, but I just don’t care anymore. I don’t care if I drop out of school or I fail everything. I am not happy.

I think that I am just PMS-ing, but it’s crippling me today. It is crippling me. I feel absolutely terrible.